Characters: Matt Hardy and myself

Disclaimer: Please is copyrighted by the Kinelys; I own myself. WWE/Titan Sports owns Matt Hardy; this is a song fiction to help write my first Matt Story soon to be written. Thanks to Jade of anything-undertaker yahoogroup for beta reading this for me.

Chapter 1

There's ain't no easy to start this conversation
So I'll say what's on my mind
Once our hearts both shared a common destination
To love until the end of time
I tried to get my thoughts together on how to have a very very emotional converstaion with my boyfriend of two and half years, Matt Hardy, whom sat right across from me at the dinner table, eating his dinner. We sat in silence every since I picked him up from Raliegh airport a few hours ago. I guess we didn't know how to start a common conversation with each other.

'Have we grown that apart that we can't even have a decent conversation anymore?' I asked myself silently.

Clearing my throat softly, Matt stopped eating his dinner and looked up at me with eagerment.

"There ain't no easy to start this conversation," I said to him trying to keep my voice even and steady, "So I'll say what's on my mind.Once our hearts both shared a common destination To love until the end of time"

Matt got up from his place at the table and walked out of the room. I felt so hurt and confused by his actions. Tears instantly filled my green eyes and I tried to keep my tears from spilling down my checks. But in all my effort to do so, I let out a soft whimper from my trembling lips and placed my head in my hands to cry.

Chapter 2

Lately we’ve been drifting further from each other
Someone’s gotta take the wheel
I won’t wait until it’s too late to recover
So let me tell you how I feel

Bitter tears ran down my cheeks and I felt my eyes get puffy from my tears. My long auburn hair covered my face like a veil for a bride on her wedding day, and never seeing Matt reenter the room to sit back down at the table. In the back of my mind I was trying to figure out how, and why, Matt and I drifted so far apart from each other. Was it because he’s on the road all the time for his career in the WWE, or was it me not opening up to him about what was bugging me that was causing us to drift? I felt something warm touch my hands and I lifted my head to see Matt sitting before me holding my hands in his. I looked into his brown eyes and he looked into my green ones, just searching for an answer. An answer for what was happening to our relationship and us.

"Lately we’ve been drifting further from each other," I said to him trying to sound normal "Someone’s gotta take the wheel"

Matt just nodded his head at me, I guess, in agreement to what I was saying. He raised my hands to his lips and kissed them. softly, shocking me into numbness.

‘He’s never done that before,’ I commented to myself silently.

"I know I haven't been the man you wanted me to be, and for that I’m sorry," Matt said to me truthfully still holding my hands in his.

"You’re always sorry Matt," I said to him being truthful for once in this conversation. "I won’t wait until it’s too late to recover. So let me tell you how I feel"

Chapter 3

I’ll do anything if it’ll bring our hearts together
I’ll stand and fight or get down on my knees
If we can fix what’s wrong and just go on in love forever
Baby I’ll be beggin’ please

Matt just sat there letting what I just told him sink into his mind. I watched as his brown eyes darkened in color but changed back into their original color.

‘Why is he getting so mad,’ I asked myself silently.

‘I’ll do anything if it’ll bring our hearts together,’ I silently vowed to myself. ‘I’ll stand and fight or get down my knees’

"I don’t think we can save this relationship, Patricia," Matt said to me in a defeated tone. "We’re just hurting each other by staying together."

All the color drained from my face, and his words echoed within my ears. I felt like I was socked right in my chest, and I found it hard to breathe.

"I beg to differ, Matt," I said to him. "If we can fix what’s wrong and just go on in love forever. Baby I’ll be beggin please."

I stared into his brown eyes, just silently pleading with him to be willing to work and save our relationship before it was to late to do so.

Chapter 4

I’m strong enough to handle any situation
But honey true love has no pride
So I can say without a moment’s hesitation
Before I’ll let you say goodbye

‘I’m strong enough to handle any situation,’ I said to myself, ‘but honey true love has no pride.’

I said to myself and believed it, but why couldn’t I get my heart to stop breaking into pieces?

"Patricia," Matt said to me trying to take my hands into his again "Why do you want to save us and this relationship?"

Finally some ray of hope sparked within me, and some ray of gladness rationed within me as I grabbed his hands into mine. I placed both of his hands upon my slightly round belly, and I watched as his eyes widened to the size of coconuts. He opened his mouth but no words came out.

"This is why I want us, and our relationship, Matt," I said to him smiling and tears freely falling from my eyes. “I’m pregnant, and I love you.”

‘So I can say without a moment’s hesitation,’ I said to myself while staring at wide opened Matt, ‘Before I’ll let you say goodbye’

Chapter 5

I'll do anything if it'll bring our hearts together
I'll stand and fight or get down my knees
If we can't fix whats wrong and just go on in love forever
Baby I'll be beggin' please

Then Matt yanked his hands away and looked at me with pure envy.

"It's not mine," he spat out angrily at me, almost snarling it out.

"What," I said to him shocked. "How can you say that, Matt? This is your child I am carrying within me."

"No, it's not mine," Matt hissed out while standing up to his full height and pushed over the chair he sat in. "It's Brock's child."

I let out a squeal of shock and fear from seeing Matt. I drew legs to my chest and he stared at me with a wild look in his eyes, that I had never seen from him before. Thenm, I felt his anger drain from him, and he fell to his knees.

'I'll do anything if it'll bring our hearts together,' I said to myself, lowering my legs from my chest slowly. 'I'll stand and fight or get down my knees.'

"I'm so sorry, Patricia," Matt said to me, nearly weeping before me.

"It's ok, Matt," I said to him getting up from my chair, and sitting on the floor before him.

He took me into his arms, and cried upon my right shoulder. I ran my fingers through his long black hair, and for the first time in our relationship, I saw past the solid wall he put up in front of myself and his fellow wrestlers on the Smackdown brand. For the first time he made himself vulnerable to me, and now I had reason to be believe in the healing process for us and our relationship.

"If we can't fix what's wrong and just go on in love forever," I whispered to him softly. "Baby I'll be beggin' please"

Part 6

Boy you know your love's my one true weakness

When it comes to you I'm helpless

Matt let go, and pulled me away from me. Without a moments hesitation, I wiped tears from his brown eyes with my thumbs, and he looked at me with surprise.

"Boy you know your love's my one true weakness," I confessed to him truthfully. "When it comes to you I'm helpless."

He lend forward, and brushed his lips against mine softly. I was surprised by this. I tensed up for a moment, before cupping his face within my hands while kissing him softly back. He pulled back from the kiss, and looked into my eyes. I held my breath without realizing it, and I waited for him to speak.

I'll do anything if it'll bring our hearts together
I'll stand and fight or get down on my knees
If we can fix what's and just go on in love forever
Baby I'll be beggin' please... please

"It's over," Matt said to me, crushing my hope and heart into pieces. "I'm not ready for a child."

'I'll do anything if it'll bring our hearts together,' I said to myself, still not believing what Matt just said to me. 'I'll stand and fight or get down on my knees.'

"Not ready for a child, Matt," I said to him shocked. "You should've thought about that before not using protection that night you and Shannon beat up poor Zack Gowen."

Matt's lips twisted into a smile that sent chills down my body, and the room seemed to drop in temperature.

"Oh no you don't, Patricia," Matt said to me in cobra's hiss "I wasn't the only one there in the hotel rooom that night sweetheart. I wasn't the one begging me to fuck you hard and fast like there was no tommorrow."

My face turned bright red of shock. I couldn't believe how cold Matt was sounding to me. Without thinking I raised my right hand, and slapped him across the face. His twisted smile only widened with a bright hand print starting to appear on his right cheek. He laughed very strangely at me, and his brown eyes got this crazed look in them that frightened me. His laughter sent more chills down my spine, and my skin broke out into goosebumps. He sat up from the floor, and walked out of the room leaving me sitting on the floor numbly. I heard the front door open and close. A few moments later I heard the sound of his motorcycle start. With a loud roar he sped out of the driveway, and out of my life.

"If we can fix what's wrong and just go on in love forever," I said softly almost numbly not believing what he had done to me "Baby I'll be beggin' please.. please."

Numbly I got off the floor, where I was sitting without moving for what seemed like hours, walked over to my kitchen telephone, and took it off its charger. I held the phone for few moments trying to calm myself, and think of the number I needed to dial. I pressed the on button on the phone and worked my numb fingers to dial and waited for the person to pick up the phone.

"Hello," The Minnestoan said to me.

"Brock it's me, Patricia," I choked out on the verge of tears. "Matt has left me after I told him I was pregnant."

The End ?

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